Goodspeed(i)
1 I have to boast. There is nothing to be gained by it, but I will go on to visions and revelations given me by the Lord.
2 I know of a man fourteen years ago—whether in the body or out of it, I do not know, God knows—being actually caught up to the third heaven.
3 And I know that this man—I do not know whether it was in the body or out of it, God knows—
4 was caught up into Paradise, and heard things that must not be told, which no human being can repeat.
5 On this man's account I am ready to boast, but about myself I will boast only of my weaknesses.
6 Though if I do choose to boast, I will not be such a fool, for I will only be telling the truth. But I will refrain from it, for I do not want anyone to be influenced by the wonderful character of these revelations to think more of me than is justified by my words or conduct.
7 So to keep me from being too much elated a bitter physical affliction was sent to me, a very messenger of Satan, to harass me, to keep me from being too much elated.
8 Three times I have prayed to the Lord about this, begging that it might leave me,
9 and he said to me, "My favor is enough for you, for only where there is weakness is perfect strength developed." So I am perfectly willing to boast of all my weakness, so that the strength of Christ may shelter me.
10 That is why I am pleased with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and difficulties, when they are endured for Christ's sake, for it is when I am weak that I am strong.
11 I have been making a fool of myself, but you forced me to do it, when you ought to have been expressing your approval of me. For I am not a bit inferior to your superfine apostles, even if I am nobody!
12 The signs that mark a true apostle were most patiently shown when I was among you, in signs, wonders, and marvels.
13 For what is there in which the other churches had the better of you, except in the fact that I would not permit myself to be a burden to you? You must forgive me that wrong!
14 Here it is the third time that I have been ready to come to see you, and I do not intend to be a burden to you now; for it is not your money but yourselves that I want; for children are not expected to lay up money for their parents, but parents for their children.
15 And I will be glad to spend all I have and all I am for your sake. Are you going to love me the less for loving you so intensely?
16 But granting that I did not burden you myself, I was clever about it, you say, and took you in by a trick.
17 Yet did I make anything out of you by anybody that I sent to you?
18 I asked Titus to go and I sent his brother with him. Did Titus make anything out of you? Did not he and I act in the same spirit, and take the very same steps?
19 Have you been supposing all along that it is before you I have been defending myself? It is in the sight of God and as a follower of Christ that I have been speaking. But it is all to do you good, dear friends,
20 for I am afraid that perhaps when I come I may find you not as I want to find you, and that you may find me not as you want to find me. I am afraid that perhaps there may be quarreling, jealousy, bad feeling, rivalry, slander, gossip, conceit, and disorder,
21 and that when I come back my God may humiliate me before you, and I may have to mourn over many who have kept on in their old sins and have never repented of the impurity, immorality, and sensuality in which they have indulged.