Jeremiah 20:7-18

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  7 H3068 O LORD, H6601 [H8765] thou hast deceived H6601 [H8735] me, and I was deceived: H2388 [H8804] thou art stronger H3201 [H8799] than I, and hast prevailed: H7814 I am in derision H3117 daily, H3932 [H8802] every one mocketh me.
  8 H1767 For since H1696 [H8762] I spoke, H2199 [H8799] I cried out, H7121 [H8799] I called H2555 violence H7701 and spoil; H1697 because the word H3068 of the LORD H2781 was made a reproach H7047 to me, and a derision, H3117 daily.
  9 H559 [H8804] Then I said, H2142 [H8799] I will not make mention H1696 [H8762] of him, nor speak H8034 any more in his name. H3820 But his word was in my heart H1197 [H8802] as a burning H784 fire H6113 [H8803] shut up H6106 in my bones, H3811 [H8738] and I was weary H3557 [H8771] with forbearing, H3201 [H8799] and I could not refrain.
  10 H8085 [H8804] For I heard H1681 the defaming H7227 of many, H4032 fear H5439 on every side. H5046 [H8685] Report, H5046 [H8686] say they, and we will report H582 H7965 it. All my friends H8104 [H8802] watched H6763 H6761 [H8676] for my fall, H6601 [H8792] saying, Perhaps he will be enticed, H3201 [H8799] and we shall prevail H3947 [H8799] against him, and we shall take H5360 our revenge on him.
  11 H3068 But the LORD H1368 is with me as a mighty H6184 terrible one: H7291 [H8802] therefore my persecutors H3782 [H8735] shall stumble, H3201 [H8799] and they shall not prevail: H3966 they shall be greatly H954 [H8804] pale; H7919 [H8689] for they shall not prosper: H5769 their everlasting H3639 disgrace H7911 [H8735] shall never be forgotten.
  12 H3068 But, O LORD H6635 of hosts, H974 [H8802] that triest H6662 the righteous, H7200 [H8802] and seest H3629 the kidneys H3820 and the heart, H7200 [H8799] let me see H5360 thy vengeance H1540 [H8765] on them: for to thee have I opened H7379 my cause.
  13 H7891 [H8798] Sing H3068 to the LORD, H1984 [H8761] praise H3068 ye the LORD: H5337 [H8689] for he hath delivered H5315 the breath H34 of the poor H3027 from the hand H7489 [H8688] of evildoers.
  14 H779 [H8803] Cursed H3117 be the day H3205 [H8795] when I was born: H3117 let not the day H517 when my mother H3205 [H8804] bore H1288 [H8803] me be blessed.
  15 H779 [H8803] Cursed H376 be the man H1319 [H8765] who brought tidings H1 to my father, H559 [H8800] saying, H2145 H1121 A son H3205 [H8795] is born H8055 [H8763] to thee; making him very H8055 [H8765] glad.
  16 H376 And let that man H5892 be as the cities H3068 which the LORD H2015 [H8804] overthrew, H5162 [H8738] and sighed H8085 [H8804] not: and let him hear H2201 the outcry H1242 in the morning, H8643 and the shouting H6256 H6672 at noon;
  17 H4191 [H8790] Because he slew H7358 me not in the womb; H517 or that my mother H6913 might have been my burying-place, H7358 and her womb H5769 to be always H2030 great with me.
  18 H3318 [H8804] Why was I brought H7358 out of the womb H7200 [H8800] to see H5999 labour H3015 and sorrow, H3117 that my days H3615 [H8799] should be consumed H1322 with shame?